Just told my Mom that due to the actions last night that I’m willing to talk to that dude still but I don’t think things are going to happen anymore. I’m not hopeful. My mental state went really negative and I’m trying to bring it back but I can’t ever have an event like last night happen again.

Meaning we’re getting this sorted then I’m going my own way. I need to gtfo of this city and live a place where I can make friends.